Regretting Things You Cannot Change

some things you cannot change some things you will not understand if you were here, if you were here always hoping for the best ignoring sharp pains in your chest.... always

sometimes it hurts and there's no fix for months or even years ahead what do you do when nothing works to ease the claustrophobia inside your head.

sometimes it hurts someone more than you what can you do? what can you do? when the pain cannot be stopped by you what can you do? what can you do?

sometimes you thrash and moan and cry when no one takes away the pain or when, like now, your closest one feels all alone like when we die.